"I do need it for my hair too," he answers, trying to keep calm as his heart beats quicker, almost back to when they were in the shower. So of course he would. They'd probably think he was a sex pest now too, which at this point isn't to strayed from reality.
He's not sure what to do right now, however, as Junpei is too far for his hands to reach him right now. Putting his hands behind his head, just to observe him. As he watches Junpei's planning, his mind can't help but wonder briefly to back home. To his father who would refuse yearly doctor prostate checkups because 'real men don't do that!' until his mother managed to convince him. Eikichi was pretty sure he'd have a heart attack watching his son right now, because of the Visual Kei look was one thing, but this was going against everything tradition stated. Now, Miyabi on the other hand. She'd probably - okay he needs to stop fantasizing a little and concentrate on the now.
Closing his eyes, briefly stretches and he grins at Junpei.
"Your....hair," Junpei repeats, confused. And then he snorts a laugh, shaking his head. Well, ain't that something? Junpei would have never guessed in a million years it was supposed to be hair oil. He wonders if Eikichi will continue to be able to look at it the same way after all this!
But Junpei lowers his gaze to what he's doing, smirking as he's given the go ahead and nodding once. His index finger slips inside him first and Junpei is amazed already. Is this what Junpei felt like around Eikichi? Because god, if so...with so much heat, how could Eikichi have lasted even half as long as he did? He's impressed by Eikichi's willpower. Truly!
But Junpei gets to work! This is a very important operation. The most important of his life! So Junpei seeks and explores Eikichi, calling in for backups and joining with his second finger. This is kinda like exploring Tartarus, isn't it? Plunging into the depths and navigating new territory. There's definitely towers involved, too!
Smiling, Junpei used his free hand to encircle Eikichi's 'tower' -- there still a nice sheen of oil on it from where he rubbed his hands together, so his grip is nice and slick. His eyes flick up toward Eikichi's face, watching him in awe.
Me trying not to laugh at that entire tag challenge impossible
He shrugs, the smug look on his face not leaving him until he feels the first finger going in. Then the mask slips completely off.
It's strange and enticing all at once. Like his body wants to rebel at the very idea but at the same time desperately craves it. He tries to adjust to help him, but nope, that's just making things more passionate. Worse. It's okay! He could probably take it anyway. Bring it on! Michel is not afraid of a little exploration into the hidden depths (of his butthole).
"What?!" It's not really a question, more like an explanation as the second one goes in. Somehow he hadn't expected that. He wants to give Junpei something, or move but the sensation is leaving him paralyzed. There are muscles in there right? Like he's touching the right one, whatever the fuck it is. His hands quickly go on both sides of the bed as his nails dig into the covers.
"I-if you go too fast...you won't be able to..." Enjoy this too, he wants to say. Like it's not fair he's the only one getting something, right?
God. He's mesmerized. Like completely and totally Marin Karin'd when that mask fades off and Eikichi wears all kinds of expressions Junpei's never seen on his face before! He almost forgets he's supposed to be on an expedition! Smitten as he is right now. AHEM.
Junpei slows it down a bit at Eikichi's words of caution. "Heh, sorry. Might've gotten a little too enthusiastic there! But...if you're ready, I can. Yanno. I mean, I think I've gathered all the intel needed to complete this very important operation." He slowly removes his fingers from inside Eikichi and returns to the oil, just to take a bit more and coat the length of himself.
He lets out a breath and shudders at the contact, not having realized how intensely he needed this until now. Junpei adjusts, settling between Eikichi's legs. God, this is just like his very first fantasy of Eikichi and Junpei nearly falls apart right there. All that's missing is those heels digging into his back. But maybe some other time!
"Give me the signal when it's go time, dude." Junpei is trying to keep this light-hearted, trying to keep with the mission theme Eikichi started. But his heart is pounding. A flame licks at his skin. And he's so dizzy with need it's hard to think straight. All he wants, perhaps ever since they ended their shower, is to somehow be entwined again.
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Again...he's stuck in a place that exists between dream and reality. Mind and Matter. Comedy and Sexuality.
At the very least takes some of the heat that had been building up so he can speak again. His eyes stare at Junpei intensively, before he rolls his eyes. "You big goof."
It works to get his own courage back. He'd done it to Junpei and he'd been curious what it was like... wait the bed is going to get drenched and not just with water fuck fuck fuck...oh well they can just wash it and use the other, oh god he's been corrupted hasn't he?! ...on the receiving end.
At the same time, watching Junpei struggle to hold it in...it puts him in a teasing mode. He looks at him, the grin still on his face, waiting what seems like forever but in actually barely ten seconds before giving him a small nod of the head.
"Time for an all-out-attack...that's what you called it right?" They didn't do that. He just beat up demons with Ta-chan and Yukino. He manages to push himself a little upwards instead of just being on the bed so they could hug closer moving his hands so it would be easier for him to get under him, putting them behind his back, whispering in his ear and pretending to be biting it. "Or would you rather I go, 'Hooooou! Please hit me in the weak spot, Junpei!"
Oh he was also not going to be able to last much longer.
The mention of the all-out-attack jars Junpei out of his pleasure daze and he looks at him.
"Eikichi." Junpei says, completely serious. For a moment, it's almost like he's going to berate him. But he follows it up with: "This is how kinks are created. Careful, bro."
He cracks a smile and the smile fades away as soon as Eikichi's so close to his ear. Because damn. That hooooou all whispered like that does something to him. It's so stupid. It's so Eikichi. Goddamn does Junpei love this guy. His hips line up with Eikichi's -- eager, amped up by that please hit me in the weak spot, but also wanting to pause and take in the significance of what they're about to do for the first time.
"I'll go slow. Lemme know how it feels." Junpei's breath quickens. His heart races. But he manages one final coherent thought to add: "If you wanna hit me with a hoooou as the signal to let loose, I ain't gonna be mad about it."
He smiles and then he presses his hips inward, lines himself up to go in at the same trajectory his fingers had taken and begins to push inside of Eikichi. Oh my god, Junpei can barely breathe. His eyes are heavy-lidded, but he manages to keep them open just so he can lock his focus on Eikichi's face.
At that remake, Eikichi grins back at him, eyes narrowing.
"Oh yeah? What are you doing to do about it?"
He's going to do nothing, he suspects. Just like he'd been doing nothing. Just two idiots teens getting up close and personal and discovering many things about themselves. Speaking of which...
"I am not going to hoooooou like that," he protests, because if it became a rallying call that way, he'd never be able to say it out loud to others without thinking about all of what's happening now. He's a little different than Junpei too - the fact he was silent actually meant he was enjoying it a lot more than he let on.
"Oh!" Oh okay. As soon as he felt Junpei inside of him, his entire body flared him, a panic making his heart beat until his boyfriend moved at just the right place that he'd mentioned to Eikichi. His own member is twitching, just a few seconds away from release. Pretty sure if Junpei continued that way he wouldn't last at all. Yeap, that's his weak spot alright.
"Don't....stop..." His hands move around Junpei's back gripping him for dear life.
The heat of him. Nothing prepared Junpei for how warm Eikichi is, how incredible. He has no right to feel this good. Junpei's pretty sure once he gets fully inside Eikichi, he's about to hit a grand slam. A soft moan escapes him because unlike Eikichi, Junpei's vocal either way this goes. His fingers dig into the sides of Eikichi's thighs to brace himself and distract himself from this pleasure.
God. His mind starts making desperate moves to keep his climax at bay. Ranging from thinking about their bro fishing trip to the fact that Gramps has a daughter so that means he had sex once (yuck.) But no matter what he thinks, his mind is never far from this moment. Especially when Eikichi urges him on with that plea. Don't stop. It echoes through his entire body -- heart, mind and....balls. Junpei will never ever forget it. It'll be the fuel to feed the fires of his solo fantasies.
He draws his hips back and somehow, some way finds a rhythm. A few erratic and urgent thrusts as his lips fall on Eikichi's throat -- kissing, nipping, trying to muffle his urgent cries against his skin. It's no good. He's a goner. Hitting the weak spot? Junpei's weak to just about everything Eikichi. That all too familiar burn rises within him and all Junpei can do is give an urgent warning, reaching out for Eikichi's length like a lifeline because maybe he can jerk him off to come with him.
Eikichi, on the other hand, is not even going to try and fight this. It feels great and the second Junpei touches him again, be it in his neck or his shaft, he's pretty much ready to leave the material world once more. It really doesn't take long, especially when Junpei tells him he's ready. No need to hold back, just release everything at once.
"It's okay." He says between a wince. "Me too-ooooou!" If Junpei heard just right, he might think he said his catchphrase.
The instant Eikichi flies off into the stratosphere (of nutting), the feeling of triumph, power and joyous euphoria is not unlike when he summons his Persona. Which he horrifically realizes, a little too late, the bluish light envelopes both of the boys before Hades appears besides them, floating above the bed. The Persona doesn't have eyes, but Eikichi can almost feel it looking at them and silently judging. Or...approving?
"It appears that this time my aid was not required." It disappears in a burst of blue light, leaving the both of them to deal with the fallout that an orgasm was so good it literally caused him to summon his persona.
"Well fuck..." He looks a little embarrassed as the sensation dwindles, running a hand in his wet hair.
He said it. He totally said it!! That was SO the ending of a hoooooou. Junpei shudders and calls out Eikichi's name in case there was any question of who was making him feel THIS good. He hilts as deep as he possibly can and as he feels Eikichi letting go, Junpei does as well. It's powerful. It's explosive. It's earth shattering. It's so good it almost kinda seems like the ground beneath them is trembling and--
"Ohhhhh fuck!" Junpei's head lifts from Eikichi's neck to catch a glimpse of Hades. The thing is, he can hear Hades loud and clear. He doesn't know whether that's because Hades is talking to both of them or because Junpei had shared headspace with the persona or.....because he and Eikichi are technically one right now? But whatever the case, he's gone as soon as he came. (And speaking of coming, is it weird that Junpei continued to come all throughout that? .......definitely the weirdest thing he's busted a nut to!)
But being startled aside. Climax aside. Junpei drops his forehead to Eikichi's shoulder and starts to laugh. "Okay. I think that's enough for the day." Could Junpei have squeezed out another round? Maybe. Possibly. Probably. Eikichi just drives him a little wild like that. But when you start summoning personas, it might be time to call it quits. Besides, Junpei's feeling so nice right now. So very nice. It'd be a nice way to drift off to sleep.
He takes the hand that's coated in Eikichi's seed and brings it to his own lips so he can get a taste. Time to answer that question he had at the start of this! Does a healthy diet make this taste good? Well, Junpei doesn't know, but he's kinda into the taste of him anyway. Slowly pulling back from Eikichi, he tucks himself under his arm and smiles up at him. "Did I make that happen?"
The whole Hades thing, he means. "'Cause if so..." he gives himself a little pat on the back. "Who da man?"
Who wouldn't want to bust a nut to the alternate shadow self of your new boyfriend dressed in metallic boob armor and a pomegranate dress?
The awkwardness quickly fades away as he watches Junpei 'taste' him. Oh right, he had mentioned that early on right? Well, he suppose he might have to try eating more pineapples for a while to see if that changed anything.
Then he had to ruin it.
"Iori." He's not sure if he should be impressed at his choice of words, punch him or roll his eyes. He decides, all three. He gives him a tiny punch on the shoulder. "I can't believe you'd say that after everything."
But he's laughing and getting up despite everything and realizing that he'll need to clean the bed and themselves, grabbing Junpei, bridal style to bring him to the bathroom again. Look, if you're going to be dating him, you'll have to get used to Eikichi's obsession with cleanliness.
"Let's wash ourselves off. Then I'm tucking you in the clean bed."
"Ow," Junpei says, not from any real pain -- smiling all the while. It's just an obligation whenever Eikichi gives him one of his light punches, Junpei must give him an ow. It's been that way for much of their relationship and for as much as everything has changed, some things will stay exactly the same. "Can't fault me for having fun!"
And then he's hoisted up. Now that Junpei doesn't love -- whining a bit. "Eiiiikiiiichiiii, whyyy?"
Why are they leaving the nice cozy bed to get cleaned up when they already came from cleaning up?? Junpei siiiighs. It's fortunate he's being carried by Eikichi right now because the fatigue is truly starting to settle in and if he was left to use his own legs, he'd be more like a shambling zombie than anything. It's been a hell of a day. Fretting most of the night, the emotional turmoil of the morning and then the physical intimacy that followed. He is so ready for sleep.
But in many ways he's fighting sleep as well.
"....this isn't a dream, is it?" He asks after a time. He's like....95% sure this is real. But things had been so bad and then became so good that Junpei just wants to triple check this isn't some kind of Fae trick or a shared dream or maybe even just a normal dream.
"Because that's going to dry and be a pain to clean off after," he replies like he knows all about the proper rules of aftercare (or maybe not to fall asleep right after ejaculating). Eikichi is calling the shots, carrying him for a quick hot shower to wash both of themselves off, holding Junpei like a bride the entire time, only putting him more horizontally when they can't quite fit into the shower.
It didn't take too long for him to be satisfied (literally, figuratively) and come back to the other bed, giving him a tiny kiss on the forehead like they hadn't just been doing it like rabbits before laying him down. He kneels down to him to smile at that question.
"Pretty sure this is real, bro. Pinch me if you're not sure. Or tell me a word for me to tell you later today when you wake up." If Junpei hasn't fallen asleep yet, he also adds. "Oh yeah...what do you want to eat later? I'll go make it for us. Tonight."
Junpei's definitely pliant and easy to move around, but that's also because he's partially dozing the entire time. So he accepts the quick cleaning without complaint but ultimately, he's most happy to be returned to the bed -- arms wrapping around the pillow. It might seem like he's out already, but he does answer Eikichi.
"Mmm, I'd say if you were cuddling me when I wake up and don't freak out and run off, that's all the sign I need," he smiles, cracking open an eye to look at Eikichi. "I don't care, dude. Bring whatever. Soba, maybe? Toshikoshi soba."
It's not even close to New Years Eve right now. But hopefully Eikichi would understand why Junpei would make that suggestion now. It's to give them luck and longevity into the year because if there's one thing Junpei wishes for above anything else -- it's to have as many good times with Eikichi as possible. Before the end. Before they gotta forget it all.
"When you see Tatsuya...tell him I said thanks," he murmurs.
But anything Eikichi says following that will fall on deaf ears as Junpei finally succumbs to the lack of sleep the prior evening.
Oh. He understands what he means, after Eikichi thinks about it. Just enough to hear Junpei's last words AS HE FUCKING DIES as he falls asleep.
"Yeah..I will."
Junpei won't have to worry about anything, as Eikichi takes the time to clean everything else up, fold Junpei's clothing by their bedside and placing his sketchbook on the top. The one Eikichi had spent the last day in a daze drawing more pictures of him. Just in case he needed a confirmation, if Eikichi didn't come back before he woke up later during the day.
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He's not sure what to do right now, however, as Junpei is too far for his hands to reach him right now. Putting his hands behind his head, just to observe him. As he watches Junpei's planning, his mind can't help but wonder briefly to back home. To his father who would refuse yearly doctor prostate checkups because 'real men don't do that!' until his mother managed to convince him. Eikichi was pretty sure he'd have a heart attack watching his son right now, because of the Visual Kei look was one thing, but this was going against everything tradition stated. Now, Miyabi on the other hand. She'd probably - okay he needs to stop fantasizing a little and concentrate on the now.
Closing his eyes, briefly stretches and he grins at Junpei.
"Let's begin the operation!"
That's a yes.
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But Junpei lowers his gaze to what he's doing, smirking as he's given the go ahead and nodding once. His index finger slips inside him first and Junpei is amazed already. Is this what Junpei felt like around Eikichi? Because god, if so...with so much heat, how could Eikichi have lasted even half as long as he did? He's impressed by Eikichi's willpower. Truly!
But Junpei gets to work! This is a very important operation. The most important of his life! So Junpei seeks and explores Eikichi, calling in for backups and joining with his second finger. This is kinda like exploring Tartarus, isn't it? Plunging into the depths and navigating new territory. There's definitely towers involved, too!
Smiling, Junpei used his free hand to encircle Eikichi's 'tower' -- there still a nice sheen of oil on it from where he rubbed his hands together, so his grip is nice and slick. His eyes flick up toward Eikichi's face, watching him in awe.
Me trying not to laugh at that entire tag challenge impossible
It's strange and enticing all at once. Like his body wants to rebel at the very idea but at the same time desperately craves it. He tries to adjust to help him, but nope, that's just making things more passionate. Worse. It's okay! He could probably take it anyway. Bring it on! Michel is not afraid of a little exploration into the hidden depths
(of his butthole)."What?!" It's not really a question, more like an explanation as the second one goes in. Somehow he hadn't expected that. He wants to give Junpei something, or move but the sensation is leaving him paralyzed. There are muscles in there right? Like he's touching the right one, whatever the fuck it is. His hands quickly go on both sides of the bed as his nails dig into the covers.
"I-if you go too fast...you won't be able to..." Enjoy this too, he wants to say. Like it's not fair he's the only one getting something, right?
x) hehehe embrace the stupidity
Junpei slows it down a bit at Eikichi's words of caution. "Heh, sorry. Might've gotten a little too enthusiastic there! But...if you're ready, I can. Yanno. I mean, I think I've gathered all the intel needed to complete this very important operation." He slowly removes his fingers from inside Eikichi and returns to the oil, just to take a bit more and coat the length of himself.
He lets out a breath and shudders at the contact, not having realized how intensely he needed this until now. Junpei adjusts, settling between Eikichi's legs. God, this is just like his very first fantasy of Eikichi and Junpei nearly falls apart right there. All that's missing is those heels digging into his back. But maybe some other time!
"Give me the signal when it's go time, dude." Junpei is trying to keep this light-hearted, trying to keep with the mission theme Eikichi started. But his heart is pounding. A flame licks at his skin. And he's so dizzy with need it's hard to think straight. All he wants, perhaps ever since they ended their shower, is to somehow be entwined again.
Is this porn or is this a comedy a pornmedy, if you will
At the very least takes some of the heat that had been building up so he can speak again. His eyes stare at Junpei intensively, before he rolls his eyes. "You big goof."
It works to get his own courage back. He'd done it to Junpei and he'd been curious what it was like... wait the bed is going to get drenched and not just with water fuck fuck fuck...oh well they can just wash it and use the other, oh god he's been corrupted hasn't he?! ...on the receiving end.
At the same time, watching Junpei struggle to hold it in...it puts him in a teasing mode. He looks at him, the grin still on his face, waiting what seems like forever but in actually barely ten seconds before giving him a small nod of the head.
"Time for an all-out-attack...that's what you called it right?" They didn't do that. He just beat up demons with Ta-chan and Yukino. He manages to push himself a little upwards instead of just being on the bed so they could hug closer moving his hands so it would be easier for him to get under him, putting them behind his back, whispering in his ear and pretending to be biting it. "Or would you rather I go, 'Hooooou! Please hit me in the weak spot, Junpei!"
Oh he was also not going to be able to last much longer.
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"Eikichi." Junpei says, completely serious. For a moment, it's almost like he's going to berate him. But he follows it up with: "This is how kinks are created. Careful, bro."
He cracks a smile and the smile fades away as soon as Eikichi's so close to his ear. Because damn. That hooooou all whispered like that does something to him. It's so stupid. It's so Eikichi. Goddamn does Junpei love this guy. His hips line up with Eikichi's -- eager, amped up by that please hit me in the weak spot, but also wanting to pause and take in the significance of what they're about to do for the first time.
"I'll go slow. Lemme know how it feels." Junpei's breath quickens. His heart races. But he manages one final coherent thought to add: "If you wanna hit me with a hoooou as the signal to let loose, I ain't gonna be mad about it."
He smiles and then he presses his hips inward, lines himself up to go in at the same trajectory his fingers had taken and begins to push inside of Eikichi. Oh my god, Junpei can barely breathe. His eyes are heavy-lidded, but he manages to keep them open just so he can lock his focus on Eikichi's face.
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"Oh yeah? What are you doing to do about it?"
He's going to do nothing, he suspects. Just like he'd been doing nothing. Just two idiots teens getting up close and personal and discovering many things about themselves. Speaking of which...
"I am not going to hoooooou like that," he protests, because if it became a rallying call that way, he'd never be able to say it out loud to others without thinking about all of what's happening now. He's a little different than Junpei too - the fact he was silent actually meant he was enjoying it a lot more than he let on.
"Oh!" Oh okay. As soon as he felt Junpei inside of him, his entire body flared him, a panic making his heart beat until his boyfriend moved at just the right place that he'd mentioned to Eikichi. His own member is twitching, just a few seconds away from release. Pretty sure if Junpei continued that way he wouldn't last at all. Yeap, that's his weak spot alright.
"Don't....stop..." His hands move around Junpei's back gripping him for dear life.
5...4...3....
God. His mind starts making desperate moves to keep his climax at bay. Ranging from thinking about their bro fishing trip to the fact that Gramps has a daughter so that means he had sex once (yuck.) But no matter what he thinks, his mind is never far from this moment. Especially when Eikichi urges him on with that plea. Don't stop. It echoes through his entire body -- heart, mind and....balls. Junpei will never ever forget it. It'll be the fuel to feed the fires of his solo fantasies.
He draws his hips back and somehow, some way finds a rhythm. A few erratic and urgent thrusts as his lips fall on Eikichi's throat -- kissing, nipping, trying to muffle his urgent cries against his skin. It's no good. He's a goner. Hitting the weak spot? Junpei's weak to just about everything Eikichi. That all too familiar burn rises within him and all Junpei can do is give an urgent warning, reaching out for Eikichi's length like a lifeline because maybe he can jerk him off to come with him.
"E-Eikichi, I'm gonna--"
...2...1...
"It's okay." He says between a wince. "Me too-ooooou!" If Junpei heard just right, he might think he said his catchphrase.
The instant Eikichi flies off into the stratosphere (of nutting), the feeling of triumph, power and joyous euphoria is not unlike when he summons his Persona. Which he horrifically realizes, a little too late, the bluish light envelopes both of the boys before Hades appears besides them, floating above the bed. The Persona doesn't have eyes, but Eikichi can almost feel it looking at them and silently judging. Or...approving?
"It appears that this time my aid was not required." It disappears in a burst of blue light, leaving the both of them to deal with the fallout that an orgasm was so good it literally caused him to summon his persona.
"Well fuck..." He looks a little embarrassed as the sensation dwindles, running a hand in his wet hair.
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"Ohhhhh fuck!" Junpei's head lifts from Eikichi's neck to catch a glimpse of Hades. The thing is, he can hear Hades loud and clear. He doesn't know whether that's because Hades is talking to both of them or because Junpei had shared headspace with the persona or.....because he and Eikichi are technically one right now? But whatever the case, he's gone as soon as he came. (And speaking of coming, is it weird that Junpei continued to come all throughout that? .......definitely the weirdest thing he's busted a nut to!)
But being startled aside. Climax aside. Junpei drops his forehead to Eikichi's shoulder and starts to laugh. "Okay. I think that's enough for the day." Could Junpei have squeezed out another round? Maybe. Possibly. Probably. Eikichi just drives him a little wild like that. But when you start summoning personas, it might be time to call it quits. Besides, Junpei's feeling so nice right now. So very nice. It'd be a nice way to drift off to sleep.
He takes the hand that's coated in Eikichi's seed and brings it to his own lips so he can get a taste. Time to answer that question he had at the start of this! Does a healthy diet make this taste good? Well, Junpei doesn't know, but he's kinda into the taste of him anyway. Slowly pulling back from Eikichi, he tucks himself under his arm and smiles up at him. "Did I make that happen?"
The whole Hades thing, he means. "'Cause if so..." he gives himself a little pat on the back. "Who da man?"
What is porn but not a comedy
The awkwardness quickly fades away as he watches Junpei 'taste' him. Oh right, he had mentioned that early on right? Well, he suppose he might have to try eating more pineapples for a while to see if that changed anything.
Then he had to ruin it.
"Iori." He's not sure if he should be impressed at his choice of words, punch him or roll his eyes. He decides, all three. He gives him a tiny punch on the shoulder. "I can't believe you'd say that after everything."
But he's laughing and getting up despite everything and realizing that he'll need to clean the bed and themselves, grabbing Junpei, bridal style to bring him to the bathroom again. Look, if you're going to be dating him, you'll have to get used to Eikichi's obsession with cleanliness.
"Let's wash ourselves off. Then I'm tucking you in the clean bed."
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And then he's hoisted up. Now that Junpei doesn't love -- whining a bit. "Eiiiikiiiichiiii, whyyy?"
Why are they leaving the nice cozy bed to get cleaned up when they already came from cleaning up?? Junpei siiiighs. It's fortunate he's being carried by Eikichi right now because the fatigue is truly starting to settle in and if he was left to use his own legs, he'd be more like a shambling zombie than anything. It's been a hell of a day. Fretting most of the night, the emotional turmoil of the morning and then the physical intimacy that followed. He is so ready for sleep.
But in many ways he's fighting sleep as well.
"....this isn't a dream, is it?" He asks after a time. He's like....95% sure this is real. But things had been so bad and then became so good that Junpei just wants to triple check this isn't some kind of Fae trick or a shared dream or maybe even just a normal dream.
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It didn't take too long for him to be satisfied (literally, figuratively) and come back to the other bed, giving him a tiny kiss on the forehead like they hadn't just been doing it like rabbits before laying him down. He kneels down to him to smile at that question.
"Pretty sure this is real, bro. Pinch me if you're not sure. Or tell me a word for me to tell you later today when you wake up." If Junpei hasn't fallen asleep yet, he also adds. "Oh yeah...what do you want to eat later? I'll go make it for us. Tonight."
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"Mmm, I'd say if you were cuddling me when I wake up and don't freak out and run off, that's all the sign I need," he smiles, cracking open an eye to look at Eikichi. "I don't care, dude. Bring whatever. Soba, maybe? Toshikoshi soba."
It's not even close to New Years Eve right now. But hopefully Eikichi would understand why Junpei would make that suggestion now. It's to give them luck and longevity into the year because if there's one thing Junpei wishes for above anything else -- it's to have as many good times with Eikichi as possible. Before the end. Before they gotta forget it all.
"When you see Tatsuya...tell him I said thanks," he murmurs.
But anything Eikichi says following that will fall on deaf ears as Junpei finally succumbs to the lack of sleep the prior evening.
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Oh. He understands what he means, after Eikichi thinks about it. Just enough to hear Junpei's last words
AS HE FUCKING DIESas he falls asleep."Yeah..I will."
Junpei won't have to worry about anything, as Eikichi takes the time to clean everything else up, fold Junpei's clothing by their bedside and placing his sketchbook on the top. The one Eikichi had spent the last day in a daze drawing more pictures of him. Just in case he needed a confirmation, if Eikichi didn't come back before he woke up later during the day.
Then he sent another message to Tatsuya, and off he went.
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