[It always gets to her when Junpei lays on the praise, or the sentimental softness he has for her. Maybe it's just because it's been so long since someone cared that much. Beyond Renoir, of course, but even Verso... even Verso is distracted. And Renoir is, at times, distracted.
She flushes just a little bit and glances away, and then elbows him slightly. Stop, he's being too sweet. And too formal, maybe, since Renoir seems more relaxed now. In fact, he almost seems like he's in a good mood.
Almost. She feels the pain he's hiding, the reminder of their old home. She doesn't want to tell him that she's run into Maelle there, too. That she doesn't go there nearly as much anymore. She hasn't told Junpei that yet, either. Someday.
So she looks for a topic to switch to. (Junpei is good with all the strange technology here. I think it is closer to his world.) She beams, and then looks over to Junpei.] You help me with the devices and technology here. Maybe you can help Papa, if he has problems.
[ Junpei smiles and nods along with Renoir's statement about life's value. In sentiment, he agrees. In truth, Junpei's struggled to find any sort of value in his own life. It's been a question plaguing him ever since their return from Mesa -- what made his own life hold greater value than the natives of Mesa? Why did they have to die so he could live? But maybe it's not a question he'll be able to answer -- not without the wisdom that comes with age.
He's distracted from his thoughts when Alicia's text comes through. Ah! Right! Technology. ]
Oh yeah! It was 2009 in my world at the time I got here. Some of this stuff's a little advanced even for me -- but I've been able to figure it out. In my world, things like these ear pieces were pretty much the stuff of dreams. It's so cool how it lets us all understand each other.
[ He looks between both of them, then settles his gaze on Alicia. ]
But I'd be happy to try and learn some of your native language sometime? Just in case the ear pieces stop working or something.
[ Junpei might hate studying, but when he has incentive to do so -- he's more than willing to put in the effort. ]
[The stuff of dreams. The hope of a simple life; a family life. Both have long become the same. Gifts from a woman who imagined himself her husband. Now he strives for those times when life was good and simple.
Strived. Because his son destroyed his family and ensured those days would never return.]
I am not the best choice when it comes to linguistic education, monsieur.
[He looks between his daughter and her friend. He thinks of the other young gentleman he befriended, and how such relationships prove beneficial.]
But if Alicia wishes it I could offer a passable attempt. I suppose.
[2009... hard to contemplate, when their world is running down from 100. What is time like, outside the Canvas? She wonders if Verso knows.
Oh. Their native language. It's a nice thought, though she's not sure it'd help her much. Then again, if she can't understand anyone, communication will be even harder. So she gives a shrug, but her expression seems thoughtful. Sure, why not? Though...
(Papa. Do you know what they call our language?) In their cramped world, there'd never been a need to name it. She wouldn't even know where to start.]
[ Junpei lets out a little laugh, waving his hand. ]
I'm sure you'd do great, sir! It doesn't have to be any kind of formal lesson anyway. I'm not the best when it comes to something rigid like school. But learning something useful and for the fun of it? I think I can totally do that!
[ At the very least, he'd put in a larger effort than he did in the school setting. Both to hopefully get Renoir's respect and also to impress Alicia when they could take off the ear piece and he could still talk to her. Of course, it won't be perfect.
But it doesn't have to be. He just has to be understandable. ]
[Renoir thinks about both questions. One is directed towards his opinion; the other towards nothing and nobody. What their language is called does cross his mind but his daughter will hear his answer.
[I never thought about that. The language of love? I suppose.]
Truly? Learning a language at any age requires dedication. I can see you possess enthusiasm but do you understand hard work?
[Alicia makes a small wheezing sound, a slight huff of laughter and annoyance at her father's insight. (That's not how they would label it in the library!)
And she rolls her eye when Renoir questions his dedication. They've seen their share of dedication to death, isn't it nice to see someone doing something for fun?]I'll find some books in our language to show you. And perhaps you can help teach me your language, as well.
[ Now that's a question. Junpei's not sure how to answer it. There's studying, which is grueling and hard and drives him crazy with how boring it is. But then there's a different sort of hard work. The Tartarus kind of hard work that demanded so much of you physically. ]
I guess it depends on what you mean.
[ He settles on, rubbing the back of his neck absently. ]
I had to do a lot of fighting back home while still studying for school and trying to keep my grades up.
[ Trying. Junpei wasn't very successful at it. But he did make a middling attempt to study as exams drew near. So to that end, he understood working hard! It's just....sometimes that hard work didn't pay off. At Alicia's suggestion, Junpei smiles. ]
I'd love to teach you some Japanese! We could do it pretty easily with some manga. It's, um...it's both art and story. They got them for all different types of genres, so I'm sure we could find one you'd like. I think that'd be a fun way to learn.
I am curious whether you are willing to make unpopular decisions. I suppose.
[Renoir scrutinises Junpei with the kind of gaze that cuts through a man; the kind of gaze an artist affords a certain subject. What does he mean? Choices that are difficult, where either outcome means somebody will hate you. He chose being despised because it meant doing the right thing. You never abandon your family and allow them to die.]
There are occasions in our lives where we must prioritise one obligation over another. [One person over another.] But I see Alicia tires of this subject. You speak of graphical writing, then?
[What kind of life follows a child to the point fighting becomes a necessity? Not to mention the question of who or what this boy is fighting for.]
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She flushes just a little bit and glances away, and then elbows him slightly. Stop, he's being too sweet. And too formal, maybe, since Renoir seems more relaxed now. In fact, he almost seems like he's in a good mood.
Almost. She feels the pain he's hiding, the reminder of their old home. She doesn't want to tell him that she's run into Maelle there, too. That she doesn't go there nearly as much anymore. She hasn't told Junpei that yet, either. Someday.
So she looks for a topic to switch to. (Junpei is good with all the strange technology here. I think it is closer to his world.) She beams, and then looks over to Junpei.] You help me with the devices and technology here. Maybe you can help Papa, if he has problems.
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He's distracted from his thoughts when Alicia's text comes through. Ah! Right! Technology. ]
Oh yeah! It was 2009 in my world at the time I got here. Some of this stuff's a little advanced even for me -- but I've been able to figure it out. In my world, things like these ear pieces were pretty much the stuff of dreams. It's so cool how it lets us all understand each other.
[ He looks between both of them, then settles his gaze on Alicia. ]
But I'd be happy to try and learn some of your native language sometime? Just in case the ear pieces stop working or something.
[ Junpei might hate studying, but when he has incentive to do so -- he's more than willing to put in the effort. ]
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Strived. Because his son destroyed his family and ensured those days would never return.]
I am not the best choice when it comes to linguistic education, monsieur.
[He looks between his daughter and her friend. He thinks of the other young gentleman he befriended, and how such relationships prove beneficial.]
But if Alicia wishes it I could offer a passable attempt. I suppose.
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Oh. Their native language. It's a nice thought, though she's not sure it'd help her much. Then again, if she can't understand anyone, communication will be even harder. So she gives a shrug, but her expression seems thoughtful. Sure, why not? Though...
(Papa. Do you know what they call our language?) In their cramped world, there'd never been a need to name it. She wouldn't even know where to start.]
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I'm sure you'd do great, sir! It doesn't have to be any kind of formal lesson anyway. I'm not the best when it comes to something rigid like school. But learning something useful and for the fun of it? I think I can totally do that!
[ At the very least, he'd put in a larger effort than he did in the school setting. Both to hopefully get Renoir's respect and also to impress Alicia when they could take off the ear piece and he could still talk to her. Of course, it won't be perfect.
But it doesn't have to be. He just has to be understandable. ]
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[I never thought about that. The language of love? I suppose.]
Truly? Learning a language at any age requires dedication. I can see you possess enthusiasm but do you understand hard work?
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And she rolls her eye when Renoir questions his dedication. They've seen their share of dedication to death, isn't it nice to see someone doing something for fun?]I'll find some books in our language to show you. And perhaps you can help teach me your language, as well.
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I guess it depends on what you mean.
[ He settles on, rubbing the back of his neck absently. ]
I had to do a lot of fighting back home while still studying for school and trying to keep my grades up.
[ Trying. Junpei wasn't very successful at it. But he did make a middling attempt to study as exams drew near. So to that end, he understood working hard! It's just....sometimes that hard work didn't pay off. At Alicia's suggestion, Junpei smiles. ]
I'd love to teach you some Japanese! We could do it pretty easily with some manga. It's, um...it's both art and story. They got them for all different types of genres, so I'm sure we could find one you'd like. I think that'd be a fun way to learn.
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[Renoir scrutinises Junpei with the kind of gaze that cuts through a man; the kind of gaze an artist affords a certain subject. What does he mean? Choices that are difficult, where either outcome means somebody will hate you. He chose being despised because it meant doing the right thing. You never abandon your family and allow them to die.]
There are occasions in our lives where we must prioritise one obligation over another. [One person over another.] But I see Alicia tires of this subject. You speak of graphical writing, then?
[What kind of life follows a child to the point fighting becomes a necessity? Not to mention the question of who or what this boy is fighting for.]